ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
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April 2007
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October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008


LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Thursday, January 31, 2008

9:43 PM

ive just been feeling highly jaded lately,for the first time ever in many weeks of 4,5 hours nights i had my ten hour sleep.i am just such a procrastinating procrastinator.i never seen to be able to get any work done.my exams start tomorrow and yes tell me about it i am only about 15% ready for it?someone please tell me why did i choose to take 2CDS at one go again?school is making me feel really distant from alot of people.and i really do not like it.thank God for the three weeks advanced holidays that CMM offers otherwise i am sure to really become HIGHLY HIGHLY jaded.i need a break from all these.

Maybe that's just me,i'm just going through that trouble time where all hell breaks lose and i get highly burnt out just from school.i think i am married to my computer and that just makes it so much worst.screw it.yea and to make it all the more better,relationship wise it is just going down the drain yet again.i know it is my fault.i had always been the cause of all last failures too.so what's new?i need to learn how to prioritise and learn how to put some people before others.but sometime time just does not prevail.i think i need therapy

switchfoot last night was good.thanks Dila. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;